So, as of lately, if you didn’t notice for anyone that pays attention to my post that I have not been posting. I have been arguing with myself. The argument is, who am I, and is any of this worth it? I am in a mind trap.

    Suffering is one of the paths to enlightenment.  This is Buddhist teaching, and it makes sense to myself. The ego is also something I have been meditated on. The ego is something we need to get through this hard world, but the ego is an illusion and can cause more suffering for yourself and others closest to you. I have struggled with my own ego. This world demands us to have an ego. The bigger the ego, the more money they involve in their lives. There are times when being a part of this world can seem not worth it. “There is no sign of good health being well adjusted to such a sick world,” Jiddu Krishnamurti.

    This argument in my head seems to mirror the duality going on within the inner working of the world. I need to shit or get of the pot.