Everything seems to be collapsing around me. I cant even eat right any more. I need to change what ever it is that is stopping me from just living healthy. I think im going back to welding?? I don’t know, can I handle it, or is this just another dead end? I am constantly reading articles that are demonstrating the fact that more and more people are being pushed into poverty. I wonder if they will start fighting back and extinguish money all together, since that is what is truly causing this, along with those who believe they are some how given the power to do this to others, by who knows who??? Im tired and weary.