On July 23, 2014, Steve Charnowski had passed on. He was my Stepfather, and was a good person. He would always try to lighten the mood when things got to serious, or ask if I was ok, when things looked down. My kids loved him, my brother and sister loved him, I loved him, and most importantly my mother loved him. I do not see death as most I know. Because I do not subscribe to any specific religions, but to all. I am not a religious man, but spiritual. I have learned to combine everything I have learned, and see and use all that is logical and includes a message that comes with  hope. Science has helped a great deal. I learnt about the torus energy flow, and how energy and matter exit on a pattern of expansion and contraction in a flow,  because of this, it is even that much easier to confirm, that our essence lives forever, it was before and will continue on, energy never dies, it only transforms. We all are as is, energy. 98% of our body is vibration, the same vibration that our thoughts are made of, exact same. We are a part of a single source of energy, or vibration. You can call it God, or the Creator, the Great spirit. or whatever you want, but yo must know we in all essence, we are Now God, and soon will change and see the change in the same lifetime. So please continue to have faith. 

I wish I could make it to the funeral, but I must reveal this to the reader. I am so broke, I work, and make no money. I go to school and do a non-paid internship, and I am POOR. Medical problems have destroyed my previous work, and I have had to go bake to the drawing board, so these last few years have been real hard financially. I have missed three important family deaths because of this money thing, and it sucks, I hate it!! I hope my family understands, that I loved Steve, and mean no disrespect to my Mother and others. And since Bob Stickell and his shady passed with stalking funerals for people that owe him money. I think its better this way, I will say goodbye in my own way.